Will anything ever be real, honest, helpful and productive and positive to rely on rather than hurtful harmful dishonest belitteling negative and more often than not revealing the hopelessness amd triggering suicidalitu and self-harm as the only end? Why couldnt the other choice have been a reliably healthy and supportive one? Better question, why werent we allowed to be a part of it? We are so awful and bad and worthless that our only use was to experiment harm hurt bait switch betray deny withhold imprison denigrate humiliate bully laugh at string along until finally give up all hope and die all the way, well thats certainally been an obvious that we/i just hasnt wanted to see and believe~who would want to. And we all know its nothing provable, and right all in our head, but we all also know that is not at all the truth or what has really gone on for so long and death is the only exit plan we are allowed. We so got it!! Thanks~