For a few days now I've felt even worse than I think I ever have.
Mostly because my boyfriend was going to kill himself.
There is so much going on in my head right now, to the point I have no idea what to think or do anymore.
A lot was reveled to me the night before he was going to, too much to take in in a few days.
I'm still really struggling with so much right now, and that made everything worse, for both of us.
I guess he's feeling better. (Something made him act like that.)
But he has no idea how I feel.
I'm afraid to tell him because he'll just say "well how do you think I feel?"
Or just not know what to say.
I want to go to the doctor, stay in the hospital, something.
I feel very unstable.
I need help...