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It kind of sounds like there's a measure of "danger" in the relationship and that's the part that you like. It's "exciting" and you never know what's going to happen.
If you aren't yourself when you're with her, then I'd say this is a friendship heading for disaster. The fact that the both of you plan to get drunk is definitely unhealthy!!! Drinking to excess can bring about all kinds of problems -- including alcoholism!!!
A good healthy friendship is one where the other person accepts you the way you are -- and you don't have to "change" in order to have fun or to be accepted. I don't think this girl is a good choice of a friend -- but that's for you to decide. Just be very careful. Hugs, Lee
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