Thank you Innerzone and Anika for the good thoughts.

I've moved a ridiculous amount of times too, can't even count anymore. I hate moving.
And if I move I have to find a new pdoc and a new tdoc and I like the ones I have.

I think I'll stay where I am and look for a job here. A job came open yesterday at another place I used to work, here. I don't know if they'll hire me back - I was working a term position and my last day I freaked out on them. But most of the staff has changed since them, including the manager. I phoned the union president yesterday and she said I should apply. It's Monday - Friday 8:00 am - 4:00 pm. I can only try - I always say if you don't ask you don't get.