I feel like nothing today. Nothing matters on what I say, do, think. Every little thing I don't do is what everyone sees. what is life really, a place of h...and then we all perish. I've cut and drank already to and feel....well my life is...life....but done. Nothing left to really do but continue to be beaten down by everyone. I just everyone's punching bag no matter how hard I try and do good, it's all for nothing, nothing, nothing.....tis not a happy world....gb..........