shezbut i hear ya completely. i hate being myself as well and try to avoid it as much as i can i try to be what i think i should be depending on what im doing. if im in college i act like other people to avoid people really seeing who i am. i took that test for bpd and it i had severe personality disorder. i read a bit on it and it does sound like me. i change like the wind.

As for complete honesty and comfort i dnt believe it exists but then thats a bit pessimistic