(((((Anika)))))

To go to the hospital or to do the Step Program, you need childcare. Both are inpatient and you sleep at the hospital, right? And you say you don't have any until next week when your bf is on holidays?

Do you feel OK at home with the kids? Do you think you'll be all right until next week?

Are there any other options with childcare?

This is a tough one - I'm not sure what to tell you.