Moose
Is there anybody that can help you with your resume, keep you focused? I work for a family resource center in my area and we have people here who help clients write their resumes. There are also agencies such as job connect or JOIN that have classes in resume writing. Perhaps you could contact the unemployment office in your area and see if there are any such agencies in your town that could help. Maybe a counselor at the community college or something like that. Or even a friend? Just someone who can help keep you on task maybe.

Just remember to breathe. Hang in there.