u said kd ----- so while you're "remembering" and facing "evidence", allow us to give you some things to help you to even it out somewhat. you're not defined by what might be going on right now----

kd ,
without concerning myself with what this means ... im gonna hold onto it for what it is ... life perserver .... gonna go with this and hold on tight and stay afloat .. perhaps somtime when more able to do so we can figure out what this means --- as now i only have the energy to hold on.
u are to me more than u can know -- thanks once again ---

well i sort of lied i have the energy to hold on to my perserver and fling one your way -- here goes:
---hang in there kiddo i have to believe these turbid waters will give way to a babbling stream -- all we have to do is keep our heads above water long enough to get there --- it will be lovely kd when we get there --- right? lol


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