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Old Jul 26, 2011, 07:16 PM
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Oh man, I worry about interviews as well. The last job interview I had didn't go so well (SO awkward).
I wish I could get a job like that, a job that doesn't involve interacting with so many people.
I'm not as bad as I used to be, but I still get nervous when speaking on the phone. I always have to prepare myself. Sometimes I even jot down what I'm going to say. I even had an interview on the phone a few months back. I requested information on an art school and a counselor ended up calling me later on. She asked me why I wish to take up the career I'm interested in and whatnot. Suddenly she goes, "You know, I'd love to continue speaking with you. Let's see if we can meet sometime. We'll make an appointment. I'd love to hear all you have to say in person." My heart suddenly jumps and I begin shaking like crazy. I seriously couldn't stop shaking. But somehow the call went well. My sister, who was there during all of it, told me she couldn't tell I was nervous, lol.

I too don't care to work in places like that, but I wouldn't mind doing something like stocking or even cleaning. I wouldn't love it, but at least I'll be getting paid.
I'd like to volunteer, too, but I'm too scared. So you don't have your driver's license either?

I'm apparently going to be a graphic designer. I say apparently because it seems like I never am going to get there. I am not even as passionate about art as I used to be. I DO have the talent (which is rusty due to years of not practicing), I AM still interested in it and I WOULD love to be graphic designer, but I'm just...too unhappy... I'm going to keep trying to finish school (who knows? Later on I'll probably 'wake up' and want to live again and by then I might have my degree), but I don't know...

My parents push me to go to school, but don't care about my problems. And I've been trying to fix everything on my own, but...ugh.

Last edited by over; Jul 26, 2011 at 09:18 PM.