There are some things in my early past I did when I was in the throws of mania (I didn't even know what that meant at the time) but it really makes sense to me now that I've been diagnosed and studied BP1. Mostly things dealing with sex, lord only knows everything I did when I was manic and hyper sexual. 
I probably should tell her but I'm worried about being able to cope if I were to face them.
Thankfully since my diagnosis I can recognize when I'm manic and not act as impulsively as I did back them.
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LunarPariah
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