Thanks (((googley))) I'm feeling better about it now. I know I'd feel a lot worse if they'd actually said something about me or my appearance. That's what I'm always afraid of. Guys like that love picking on chubby girls like me.

I went alone tonight, as I almost always do. I wanted my mom to go, but she waited back at the house for my dad to come home from work instead. I wish I could go with a friend, but (and I'm not making excuses, this actually is true) none of my friends are athletic. I'm not even athletic, I was just doing this for my weight, not because I actually wanted to. They'd never want to come over.

Thanks again - I really appreciate it. It could have been worse I wish this had happened before my appointment with T yesterday, though. Something to mention so that she takes me seriously. I feel like she doesn't.