Ok, some one tell me this is something they have experienced...please.

On Effexor 225mg and believe it or not my head has clarity to it. Much more so then in the past several months. I am sure the combination of meds and therapy are what is helping me. But, I am actually thinking positive thoughts. I can actually see accomplishments I have made along the way. Although I still crave attention and validation at times, it isn't as intense and I am able to get stressed without wanting to die every single time.

But, I am scared. This is so new. The darkness can still be noticed here and there. It isn't completed gone. But, to be able to have more then 1 day of clarity and rational thinking is a very new thing for me. And, it is frightening at the same time.