I hate not being able to tell what is reality and what isnt!! Like I always feel like someone's watching me, and that im an experiment for these people, or something like that. or that people are all watching me to protect me from something big thats going to happen. and then my hallucinations, I can't tell if the things are really there or not. I mean a part of my mind is telling me its not real, but lately i've been getting worse, lately i cant tell whats real and what isnt, it just all blends together. and lately ive caught my self having conversations with inanimate objects, which is where my voices sometimes come out of. I feel like im going insane. I havent really been diagnosed yet, and im super afraid to tell my parents, but i've done lots of research on my symptoms and i'm wondering if this sounds like schizophrenia? or what? or am i just crazy?