Well I cant call my T's answering machine anymore, "I am burning her out", and feel that i have no other place to cope with my feelings and my SYSTEM. I have a young child part that is in great need and feels intense attachment to a person that we are no longer able to talk to. We see this person in AA though. I see her and it kills me! I hurt so much inside. Yes i think of going to other meetings, but I am drawn to the meetings she goes to inorder to see her. I want to try to soothe these young parts but have no idea what to do to help them. I ask inside and all they do is ignore me and want to be left alone because its my fault in the first place. I cant take this pain and hurt I feel. I am so numb and its been going on for a few days now; yet feels like months!