You have so much better insight in to what your dream means than anyone else would who might try to interpret it for you. I commend you for being able to analyze it the way you did. There are a lot of hopeful things in this, such as that you knew that you would be okay. So you are like a phoenix which dies and burns, but is reborn from the ashes. You are also being reborn and starting a new, healthier life.
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“We should always pray for help, but we should always listen for inspiration and impression to proceed in ways different from those we may have thought of.”
– John H. Groberg