hay every1 my names dylan im 17 and live in au i had a call from my gf yesterday and she told me she is pregnet and i already no i have a drug and alcohole problem but im to scared to go and talk to any1 coz i just got my apprenticship and if they catch wind that im doing drugs then i have no job and i have tried cold turky but that ended up with me sitting on my bed crying while sliceing my arms and legs open with a razor my gf wants to dump the baby but we both no that we cant due to her still being in skool and me being a first year i dont no why it all tends to screw up on me i finaly get everything sorted and this happens her mum has told her that she is out of the house if its not dumped by the 1 month mark and she is in act and im in qld so its a pain in the *** any sugestions as to what i can do i have thought about moveing down there but again i dont have the money and she dosent work so theres no chance of her moving up here :/
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