Sorry you've been left to fend for yourself, SunAngel. It does seem like it is time to find a new pdoc, as this one isn't able to give you the care you need and deserve. In the meantime, is there someone covering for her in her absence? I would check with the office to see if another colleague is available to talk to you in a crisis.

Something to consider about your pdoc, though...could she also be suffering from a mental illness of some sort? Oftentimes, when one of us calls in sick, it may very well be that we are "stressed out", but that it may be a symptom of a mental illness and is no less valid than if we had a cold. Please try to remain as open and understanding of your pdoc's situation as you would expect others to be of yours.