Miss Laura.. Thank you..
I am usally my own worst enemy ...I honestly dont know how to not worry constantly over things.. My T and I have been working really hard and last week he even said the fact that im so honest about how I feel and what I think that he feels my therapy is probably going to get even harder because I am willing to dig thru the issues .

I NEED to work thru alot of issues and he tries to keep me focused on one thing each week ,, but he knows I continue to overthink everthing.. Due to that he talked to my Pdoc and they increased my Seraquel to 400mg at nite ..
I like a wind up toy,, i get all found up and then I wind up spinning all around and making matters worse .
~ deep breaths~

Thanks .. wishing you some peace~