I can't really get his tone through by just typing, but I really, REALLY appreciate everyone who posted. It really lifted my spirits times a billion. Thank you!!
I'm 14. About the school thing, it's just odd because I don't like going to the dances and whatnot because it's just frustrating to have to hang out with people who just want to talk about their boyfriends and shopping (I'm more of a tom-boy, and always have been). Why, just today the girl I was working with in my Math group (who happens to live on my street and a sister to a friend of mine) is all disgruntle when I say something about how her answer is wrong. She freaks out on me and is like, " I don't care! Just don't talk to me. You're so annoying!" Then tells me that she always pleads to her father to not let me in the car in the morning at the bus stop. It just makes me feel....a little...something. I know I shouldn't care about what a person thinks about me when I don't even really like them, but it still just irks me.
I have patience, but, lately I've snapped at people a lot, and, well, it's gotten me in quite some trouble. I've ALMOST gotten written up multiple times, and have been yelled at by my mother to the point of crying myself to sleep (another problem I have that gives me grief. My mother). So..yeah...sudden personaility change lately.
I went to my new teherapist the otherday for the second time, and I like him, so we'll see how my appointment goes next week too. Apparently, from what he was starting to assume, is that I have something like, "Delusional Depression:". No idea, something, I guess that makes you more intone with fantasy then reality. Which is true in some ways.
Things about me? I enjoy writing short stories, novels, and scripts. Uh...bowling, horseback riding, animation, movies, videogames, animals, uh, Comics (are a huge passion), ART (big time), DRAWING (Another HUGE one). So, uh, can't really think of anything else...
Again, I thank you for the support! EVERYONE!!
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