Hi Silver

You've been through so much and at an early age.

I can relate to you in many ways and I can't help noticing how mature and down to earth you are at 14. You seem so smart and nice. I'm sorta struggling for words here due to my own mental days here, but I think you are doing a very good thing by going now and getting help.

I noticed some of the things you are interested in and I think it's so great you have things you are passionate about and enjoy.

One thing I can't help pointing out and maybe give you something to keep in the back of your mind is ... I had started blocking things out at an early age and just chose not to deal with things over and over again.

Here I am at 35 and it seems the more and more time I didn't deal with the traumas in my life...the harder it is to get to the root of the problem.

It feels a lot more confusing now and distorted. I can sort of remember how I felt at an early age of my first trauma and for each there after, but to go any further into each situation...it blurrs.

When you're ready...it might be better to try to attempt to work through things with your therapist instead of ending up like "this".

You seem like such a great girl with so many possiblities and you can make that happen with some good support etc.

I wish you well.