When I stopped, I had been very addicted and I somehow just got tired of it or found the will to stop. I had almost no urges until last night and I cut my thigh up, nothing really deep but it's a lot. And i scratched a deep scratch into my forearm and it is burning. How do I get rid of them faster than normal? What does neosporin do to help?

And could I please ask for a prayer to help with this?
Thank you.