change is always somewhat uncomfortable i think for all of us. even my moving into a new home feels alien at first. it sounds like your choice to move out of your parent's home was a healthy one. the good news is you can always visit but you don't have stay there once you feel uncomfortable. i moved out for the same reasons you did. when i visited home it made me know i had a right choice and i could just leave and go back to my apartment. whew! your bf sounds like a very caring, understanding person. i'm happy for you. try not to worry too much. in time everything will become associated with your new home!