(I posted this yesterday, but it seems to have disappeared??? So I'm re-posting in case you didn't get to see it before that happened.)

Hi Merruddl, and welcome to the forums. (Made it reading that far? Of course! )

Curious who prescribed the xyprexa. For anxiety?? You say you have undiagnosed BPII, which kind of brings us back to the prescriber/who is diagnosing you. Have you/they considered Borderline? A bunch of stuff you describe seems to fit. We can't diagnose on here (of course!), but it does seem like something to look into. I've never taken Seroquel, so can't speak to that, but many here have experience with it. Always important to remember that different things work for different people, because we are all... well, different!

For the work and/or school, that is hard, and I'm sorry you're having a rough go. I've crashed and burned with school before too, so I understand your concern. Is it possible to take a class or two to keep it less stressful and see how it goes? Maybe one class and a part-time job? No matter what you do, it would of course be very helpful to be able to get more stabilized. No doubt about that, and I hope your provider and you can come up with something to help achieve that.

Maybe if you pick one thing at a time to decide about, it will feel less overwhelming -- you don't have to do it all at once, so try not to pressure yourself to. Personally, I'd try to sort the meds thing first, as it would help put your mind in a better place to deal with the others.

Hoping you feel better soon, Meruddl, and can sort some of these things out!
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