Why do I feel so aweful? I made a mistake at work yesterday and had to continue to deal with it today. It is going to come up again next Wednesday. While talking to my supervisor I ended up putting some of the blame on my staff when in reality it was all my fault as I told she could do it. Other things at work aren't going well either. I want to quit, but I need the money. I have looked for a new job, but I don't feel like I am emotionally stable enough to deal with the applying, waiting, interviewing, and possible rejection. I was so upset today that I came home and cut. I feel horrible about cutting....yesterday I told my T that I seriously wanted to stop, and I didn't even make it one day. I am just so angry at myself right now.