Thanks for the suggestions and support. My husband came home a little while after I posted this, and I talked to him about the work situation. That helped some. I still can't believe I did something so stupid though. I guess I should just be happy that I have a job and a paycheck. I only have to work a half day tomorrow, and I am taking next Tuesday off, so that should help.....a break is always helpful. I do want to quit cutting, so hopefully this time I make it more than one day.