I'm really hoping for one particular job I applied for that would be a perfect fit for me. I will know either way by the 10th so if you pray- pray for me to get it!! And yeah Merlin- it does seem unfair but I do see your point. I kinda feel like that girl in the movie cyber bully where everyone turned against her based on rumors. Based loosly on the story of that girl that killed herself over myspace but in this movie everyone turned against her and were telling lies. How do you go against so many people??

Anyway, thanks for your inputs. Honestly I feel better just venting it out- especially with people that understand mental illness and it's effects.