What is wrong with me?
I am up really high then crash and burn really hard.
I figured last night I would just go w/ my steel protective wall surrounding myself because I cannot afford to be hurt anymore from anyone.
Still feeling the pain from when T said last week whn I was having really bad thoughts that the reason she didn't call was she got busy and forgot.
So, last night I played the "I got my stuff together and don't need anyone" act.
But in fact, I am not sure if I am coming or going.
I am the worst person in the world!