I just wanted to let you know that you are not the only one that has dealt with this. I too just recently told my T about wanting to cut during and after sessions with her. Now a lot of times she will make it a point to ask me before I leave to make sure I am ok. It was hard for me to do but I knew it was something that needed to be done if I was going to get any better. I was a little proud of myself because in the past I would have just buried it like everything else but today I'm trying to get better and to change.