I'm really losing motivation when it comes to my future I'm in the process of applying to college this September but there are afew obstacles i need to pull myself through in order to have an unconditional place at my chosen college. I have already been accepted at my chosen college but there are documents i need. The main one is i need to contact the examination boards i took my exams with for replacement certificates for my grades. But they only give out statements of results (which is a piece of paper that officially lists my results) so there's no chance of me receiving the certificates i need. I've been putting off contacting the college that accepted me or the exam boards telling them my situation. So i'm literally just waiting for the days to tick down till i eventually get rejected by the college i applied to. I'm really lacking motivation and i feel like i need a kicking up the backside. For some reason i'm finding the whole process so overwhelming. I've already been kicked out of one college so i guess i'm scared i'll get kicked out again. I wish i could have someone to say it's gonna be okay, i even considered contacting my mental health team so they could assist me but i'm so scared about my future and getting eventually rejected from the college i applied to because i don't have the right documents. I'd hate to go another year not studying or working. I think my depression is coming back because of this. Hopefully someone has advice for me. I could really do with some kind words.