Posted by emptybee15

"I want to be with someone and alone all at the same time (same with having friends)."

I completely get it. i want to be with someone and have more friends but when i try there is too much holding me bac. Its for diff reasons to yours i came from a very loving family. I cant do relationships i want 1 but when i find some1 i like i freak out for me its fear of rejection and issues with abuse that hold me back. but i completely get what your saying