I am no longer a self harmer(or at least not the stereotypical "cutting"). I however struggled with it soo much in 6th and 7th grade - but then I began HATING myself even more for doing it, because of the hideous scars it left behind which led to so much resentment that I swore to never do it again, no matter how much emotional anguish I am in. I did it because of depression, deep suffocating darkness and loneliness and because I felt everything was my fault and I deserved it and all I wanted to do was be dead. And anger, I leashed it all out on myself. So much feelings. But I mustn't do it again. Ever.