Thank you again Open Eyes, and also Skeksi. Skeksi, we sound exactly alike! I can get through a whole 6 days not seeing my T because I know he'll be there on day 7, so it does feel harder because he's not there. I'm going to go for it and get an interim though actually, even if I only see them a few times this summer. I won't tell them about all this though because I wouldn't know them well enough. Thank you for your last comment aswell - that's very reassuring. Learn something new every day. Thanks, it would be nice to feel normal haha.

Interestingly Open Eyes, I've never interviewed a therapist. The first one I had, the female one, I didn't like her and only saw her about 3 times. With my second experience of therapy, which is how I got my current T, I basically looked at all the available ones and kind of tried to sense who I would be most comfortable with and that seems to have worked. What exactly do I do in an interview? What would I ask the potential new therapists?

Thanks, and I'll try not to feel like a liar.

Thank you all

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