That is horrible! I am so sorry to hear about your situation. I would definitely start seeing a new pdoc. I don't know where you live but here there is a free clinic that offers free doctor appts and counseling-- my insurance doesn't cover mental health. They also work with giving you samples or drug companies that offer financial assistance to those that qualify. My meds would be over $350 (US) a month and my insurance (through my job) only covers me $500/year... luckily I get the financial assistance which is the only way I'd be able to afford it. I'd try to do some research on that and see if there's any resources available where you live such as a free mental health clinic or one that operates on a sliding scale. I'm sorry to hear about this situation, but I assure you, there are doctors out there who truly care. They're hard to find, but they do exist and I really hope you find one because that doctor is a disgrace to the mental health field!