((((((((((((Elana)))))))))))))

I'm sorry work has been difficult for you lately. I agree with madisgram, try to be your wonderful self at the office and don't take what your bosses tell you personally. Remind yourself that it's just business. It doesn't always make sense and it can be unfair, but it has nothing to do with who you are as a person and you are not the only one who doesn't understand why things work the way they do. Congratulate yourself for simply getting through the day. Your bosses may not recognize your hard work, but your friends here at PC do and we're proud of you!