Glad to hear you are feeling better, but you should still consider a program once your bf comes back & after you've talked to your pdoc. Perhaps it would be a good step to getting yourself fully stabilized, as well as a new medication/set of medications. While it's always an immense relief to be feeling good momentarily, it is never permanent & you need to make sure you have yourself 10 minutes from now in check at all times. The best of luck to you, Anika!!