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Old Jul 30, 2011, 06:39 AM
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Korin - It's really difficult for me to describe what happens for me as everything that is appears "normal" to me. I just seem to struggle more then others remembering things how they actually happened, second guessing myself as to if conversations actually happened, time elapsing - only losing minutes, never really huge chunks of time. Reading something that I supposedly wrote, but it not "sounding" like it's something that I could have actually written, given my writing skills. Driving, but feeling like a passenger - "dreaming" out the window, sometimes coming to as the driver and wondering if I just went through a red light - becoming paranoid. Sometimes I feel like this empty shell walking around struggling to keep it real and act as if I know what I am talking about. Other times, I have no problem with knowing what I am talking about and feel pretty confident in myself. I often consider myself pretty intuitive and feel like I survive on on that.

It's helping to talk about it, just not sure if I am in the right place.
Thanks for this!
Korin