The dream that I fear losing the most is my career. I work for a great company and was on track to move up until my condition got to the point where, like you, the smallest thing would stress me out and caused me to lose concentration and my short term memory. I haven't totally given up, I'm praying the medications my pdoc is working on will take care of that. But for now I have to try to deal with the fact that I may never get where I want to be. Or maybe I just need to find another dream that is more realistic for now
I wish you well
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LunarPariah
If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried.
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