I don't know who I am either, it is hard when sometimes I don't even recognise myself in the mirror or recognise the words or sounds that come out of my mouth - but I remind myself that I am who I am right at this moment.

I think you were so brave to share your urge to cut with your T - for me it would be a reflection of the amount of emotion I was feeling at the time and I am sure your T was glad you shared this. SD