so i am experiencing mild mania. not hungry. not sleeping alot (maybe 6 hours a night). and feeling quite seductive (sometimes).

but i went out a few nights ago, and had 1 drink because i just had like $10 on me, and VIOLA! i didn't do anything dumb, i didn't talk about myself all night, try to hit on guys, and was ~ normal ~ albiet friendly, talkative, and more aware than usual.

i think not drinking, being moderate and aware of that urge to just go off on a binge and be a slut is helping...