Hi hunny, I'm so sorry you feel this BUT I understand, I too have felt this, I too have upset folk (well, I thought I had). In life somebody sometime will not like us or take offence at something we have said. Please don't dwell on this hun. I know it's just so hard to ignore our inner thoughts. I understand cutting, done it myself sometimes and still think of it. If you need an ear then I'm here. I too was suiside a few days ago and I know where you are at. Hang in there cos you are worth it, yep, you are. Take care. XXXXXXXXXXXXXX