I am so sick of trying to figure this out. It's been almost 2yrs now, and I still have flash backs, I still have panic attacks, and I still feel like s.....t just about all of the time. When will they stop?????? I need peace, my head is so speedy, I hurt, I can't get it to stop... so frustrated with myself. What the heck is wrong with me? Why am I so stuck... and I want off my meds... I don't think they are helping... AT ALL....

My T says there are folks that have gone through what I have gone through, and have PTSD, and actually get through it, heal, and are well... I have yet to meet someone who has..