Hi Iris.

Welcome! I am sure that you will find many friends here at PC. It is a wonderful place and has helped ease so much loneliness for me.

My most severe breakdown happened after my divorce. The pain, the guilt, the shame, the fear, the loneliness, being a single mother and so much more were just too much to handle. I understand the grief that you feeling. It is debilitating!!

You are not alone here - please continue to post.

Sending you comforting thoughts.