((((((Rainbowzz))))))

I do need you......I couldn't talk yesterday.......things were too wild in my head.......those words h spoke were a big trigger for me......that's how my dad would manipulate me.........dad's a bad man.........in therapy my T tried to explain how they are memories that are still raw ......but, I experience them as happening now and can't understand what he's saying.......we're working on it......and then my h hits me with the incensitive stuff.......(I need an icon for a storm cloud right here)........thank you for giving me a rainbow when I needed it the most.......