My bottoms seemed to have trap doors. Just when I thought I couldn't get any lower, down I droped further. I did rehab, faith based self-help programs and varying recovery groups, all to no avail.

I need help. And I got it from a recovery plan that was finally meaningful to me. An individual treatment plan suited to my particular needs. That and being in the company of helpful others in recovery, I put my street hardened determinism to work in helping myself as with helping others find a way out of active addiction.

Its all good when seeking a life free from active addiction, no matter how it get done.