i have all these symtoms that are new to me some old but i can't shake the feeling that i might have a horrible disease and that i'm going to die i keep getting that irritating sting in the top of my head and the pressure in my right eye some ppl have told me it's stress related in 05 i had so much stress where do i begin i had a new job broke up with my long time boyfriend and his parents starting drama plus probs at work then getting 2 pups which have brought me joy but it sressing because i'm now unemployed and my pup is sick no cash for vet so that was bugging me then my sis took him he is better but i had to surrender him to her . plus hurricane wilma brought disater to our house we had to fight the insurance for more money to repair now my dad is the prob he wants to put the money into the principal of the house to lower the mortgage i'm so stress because that money should be used to fix our roodf and other probs in the house it's so much for me i have never had this much stuff going on in my life plus am deprssed because my so called best freind is getting married this sat i'm not going i was invited but she has been distant with me plus i was really hurt that she did not make me part of her bridal court it hurts because i thought she was my best friend i was wrong it was a slap in the face when i was dating her cousin she was always with us i would chaperone her and her boyfriend from 8am till midnight becaus ehe lived 6 hours away she wanted alot of time with him we always said that if one of us got married we would be in our bridal courts she basically hurt me i got her a gift for the wedding i still want her friendship i just don't want her as my bf anymore that is a special tittle only given to ppl who deserve it so maybe all of this has affected me big time to the point that i am physically ill i have been to the hospital 3 times in a month i'm in debt it's so much for me i dunno what to do for relief i'm on meds that only calm my anxiety but put me to sleep the entire day i need some advice and friends very lonely and scared.

stephy