Had a buddy read my responses....got a few apologies most definitley;

I'm trapped in a recreation of my own and took anger out wrongly....especially in the form of assuming a shitload. My own ability to handle anger makes me nervous about my ability to handle countertransference, and hold anothers anger. Something to work on. So here's some of where I went wrong:

You say at the end of your post that "you don't care about anyone", and yet you seem to sort of mourn the perceived loss of this friend and you seem to care at least a little bit about your mother.

"Is it not CRAZY that he cares about his mom? How can one show care when never shown, and.....his mom was so neglectful! Kicking him out into the woods? I feel maybe you had something abusive happen to you as well and it may be triggering you; most of the time that is how peeps overlook messed up **** as "the norm.' "

So the truth is you were not necessarily triggered, but I sure was! Projection big time lol. Part of the assumption issue to here. I'm sorry. And as my friend pointed out, I'm attacking anyone person who I "precieve" to be giving up on antisocials with anger from all past issues....so you are recieving way more aggression from me than was ever even warrented. I also was made aware as how condecending I can come off, and am-so I'm tryin to work on that in myself too. Overall though, I wanted to apologize, because you did make valid points and I jumped the gun before I saw how the person you directed your comment at reacted.

Further more it was wrong for me to pick on your quote/signature...the subsistuting your reality for my own...that again, was actually my problem, so wanted to acknowledge that for you too if you're still reading this. I've gotta learn the importance of other perspectives other than my own.

Sorry bout that painttheroses88;
Take care,
-obj