I HATE FEELING THIS WAY!!! I want to not feel this way. I want to not be bipolar. I want to not have to take meds. I want to not have to battle these monsters! I want to be somewhat normal. I know normal is subjective but I want to not have to go therapy, I want to not have to call my T everyday. I want to not have to say when they ask if there is anything medically wrong with you say yes I have asthma, PCOS and bipolar. I hate having to say those words. I hate life right now. I hate everything.