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Sounds like a bunch of stuff has been happening to and around you lately - any ONE of those situations would be stressful. You are strong to be surviving them all.

Do you have a doctor or therapist? If not, I would highly recommend at least a therapist to help sort out your anxieties and have someone to support you emotionally.

Like Rhapsody said...we're here for you and to listen....