I know this sounds like the smallest violin playing. But I was listening to a medical show on the radio, and they were talking about HPV. The major cause of cervical cancer and the leading cause of throat cancer. And it could be transmitted thru oral sex. My husband died of throat cancer and I had a hysterectomy a few years ago to get rid of precancerous cells on the cervix. So of course I go on line and research it. Yea, I could have gave him the HPV virus.
I know, I will never have a positive or negative answer. But how do you deal with that information? My gyno never said anything. It was 10 years ago, maybe they didn't know then.
I was bad enough to carry out his wishes, and let him die in the hospital. Not to be keep alive by machines. I had to say " remove the respirator". But the info that I might have given him this cancer is tearing me apart. I was doing okay, since I heard this my mood, emotions has gone downhill.